I’m going to be a bit of a selfish B*tch right now, but I am so f-ing sick of people who said they would be there for you and are simply not there. What am I learning from this experience? In addition to learning that I need NO ONE to get by in a relationship, I need NO ONE to help me.
The only people that have really been there for me have been B, my brother and my friend M. Ridiculous. Lesson learned. Don’t put faith in those who have not stood next to you when you are truly in need (despite what they say). I go to the ends of the F*cking Earth for people.
Yes, it is Christmas, but I know you have the means to give me support by a simple text or short email, but are choosing not to. I don’t need that much. Just a “thinking about you” would go a long way.
I wash my hands of all of those people.